Monday, December 20, 2010

as always, so much to do...

      Nearly 5 months have passed, and I haven't managed to post.  Such is my crazy life raising my daughter, and trying to be a good stay@home momma.  oi!  I contemplate many posts of my personal philosophies and how they are manifest in my life (friendship & social dynamics mostly), but more important things like bathing and grocery shopping tend to take up that time.  Things are only going to get more hectic, as Faedra's mobility increases each day it would seem.  She notices more details about her home, so she has been getting her paws into my craft supplies. 
      I think the only person that is aware of this journal is my husband; this is a good thing, as I would like to keep most of what I say here to myself.  I am prone to being overly critical and/or mean when my expectations are not met.   Have had much discussion with Gypsy on this topic recently, and we tend to view expectations similarly.    I intend to go into this topic further in the near future.  I need to remember that when my thoughts swirl in my head, and feel my brain might pop.  Yeah, I think too much as well, but how can I deny this trait?  I try not to be so hard on myself, or take life's shittier bits not too seriously.  I think people would do well to think more about their actions and reactions in life.  They might find situations amongst friends and family might go a bit more smoothly.
       I should make a grand outline of all the topics I hope to cover in this blog.  I should be making Xmas cookies right now instead of typing away here...  I want to play with my dolls, too.  Like I said, so much to, and never enough time in which to do it all.